When Mama’s Get Online

Ok, yall.  My mother is following the blog as an email follower!  Jesus is soon to come.

Be ye also ready.

This deserved a post all to itself.

All kidding aside, my mother is a praying mother who I remember kneeling at the side of her bed, almost every day.  God used my parents to help frame the minister of the gospel that I am, so I must say thanks to my mother who has always supported the ministry.

Prophetess Kim


The Days of Elijah!

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For going on six years now, our intercessory team prays each Saturday morning.  During the months of January and February, we open up the call to hear from God’s prophets.  We want to know what the Spirit of the Lord is saying to the Church and to the World.  Prophet Dion Nesmith joined us on January 7, 2012 to speak about the Days of Elijah.

The Prophet began teaching from 1 Kings 17.  The voice of Elijah is still present today.  To understand the voice of Elijah, we would have to understand his prophetic ministry.  Elijah’s lineage is figurative of the prophetic lineage today.  He appeared to have come from out of nowhere.  So it is, today, with prophetic voices that God is raising up, from seemingly out of nowhere.  The authentic prophetic voice does not have to be connected with some great known ministry.  Through Jesus, we all qualify for this assignment.

Elijah’s ministry was one of confrontation.  We must not be afraid to confront Jezebel and Ahab; Jezebel is the spirit of unfaithfulness.  She is designed to cause the Kingdom to be unfaithful to God.  Elijah was raised up to be faithful to God, an we likewise, must be faithful to God and pull down demonic strongholds.  The mantle of Elijah was one that called him to confront false worship.  True prophetic voices in these days must confront false worship.  We must not be afraid to identify and cast down the false altars offered unto idol Gods.

Elijah had such faith and power that when he asked a thing, God did it.  The true prophetic licensee can stand is his own authority and watch his word, come to pass.  Why?  Because the real prophet will speak the Word of the Lord.  The Word cannot fall or fail and it will always accomplish what it has been sent to do.

Not only are we called to live and preach the message of the gospel of the Lord, Jesus Christ, but also like Elijah, have been called to revive the body.  The body of Christ needs revival:  to respond to a Godly hearing.  One one truly “hears”, one will respond.  Revival causes us to do and live because we have heard God.

In this hour, many are deceived as to what is good and God because they must sift through the false values intertwined in celebrachurch ways-the  Bentley and phat money changing between “docs” as symbols of prosperity; huge numbers of parishoners as a great following; and so much anointing and preeminence that leaders cannot commingle with the people.  These things are not reflective of what a true servant of God will often experience.  Elijah was fed by the raven-the filthiest bird- in order to survive a famine, where false prophets were full eating at Jezebel’s table.  There may be times in the lives of true servants where they will have to depend upon God for their own personal existence, yet be the very ones that have been prepared, called, chosen, ordained and anointed with a Word for the Nations.  People may wonder how come this one has so much to say about the Kingdom and is doing such great feats in the Kingdom, but there is NO BENTLEY, MINI-MANSION OR MEGA CHURCH. Yet,  Elijah was so in tune with God that he was translated-never experienced a mortal death.

Elijah was prophetic leadership that trained prophetic successorship:  Elisha.  The established order today, will continue to do like the school of the prophets in Elijah/Elisha’s day.  They will think they have a lock-down on the prophetic, while God will continue to raise up sons who will simply obey Him.  The church is operating under this same pattern, with the religious order waiting for the chosen to jump through hoops and ladders to stand and prophesy with them (do it our way, or no way) on the outside of the real move of God, while those who will obey God are demonstrating the power of God and tearing down the works of outer darkness.

Finally, we must not overlook the flaws of Elijah’s ministry.  No one’s faithfulness or allegiance to God is isolated, no matter how much degradation we see in the world around us.  While Elijah thought he was the only one who wouldn’t compromise, God had to remind him that his pride blinded his vision.  There was an entire body of true prophets who did not bow and eat at Jezebel’s table.  True servants cannot get caught up into their own relationship with God and believe that because it is powerful and even notable by others that it is primary and makes us greater.

For last week’s prayer call recording, visit the prayer page.   Prophetess Sandra Ramsingh joined us and surely, we were edified.

Prophetess Kim


Learn to be Comfortable with the Uncomfortable

Years ago, as a matter of fact it was in the mid-1990′s, I cut my hair into a fierce asymmetrical short bob.  That was a huge step for me.  I’d always maintained at least shoulder length hair.  Long hair was my comfort zone.  Most people liked the “new” look and I was quite satisfied.  However, within a few months I learned that I really preferred long hair because it is easier to maintain.  So I decided to let my hair grow back.

When my hair started to grow back, it got to an “in between” stage.  It wasn’t quite shoulder length again, and it was longer than the nape-lined bob.  I didn’t have a clue what to do with the hair at that stage.  Many suggested cutting it again.  I realized a critical life lesson at that hair-stage:  If I did not go through the ugly phase, the hair would never grow back.  I had a decision to make.  Either endure three to six months of this funny stage, or stay with the short cut.  That was not even a decision in my opinion.  Cute hats and more work to keep the hair curled would have to carry me through the awkward stage.  I had to become comfortable with the uncomfortable; but, only for a season.

Too many times we go through experiences in life and allow our emotions and feelings to dictate what we will and will not do;  what we can and cannot handle;  what is right or wrong.  If a ship is going to sink and we must jump to safety, if we are paralyzed with fear, then  we won’t be able to jump. We won’t be able to even try to save ourselves and live because we are used to living in our comfort zone and anything else-even when it may save our lives-makes us uneasy.

It’s an uncomfortable feeling to tell someone who you love, that we won’t be available for further manipulation.  Be comfortable, being uncomfortable.

It’s uncomfortable to punish our teenagers for breaking the rules, once again.  If children don’t learn that life has real penalties within the safety of their parent’s home, then they will learn it elsewhere, where we may not be able to live with their penalties.  Be comfortable, being uncomfortable.

It’s uncomfortable adjusting to a new exercise routine and weight loss plan.  If our health is at risk, this phase of discomfort is essential to avoid high blood pressure, diabetes, heart disease, and other diseases or conditions.  Be comfortable, being uncomfortable.

It’s uncomfortable learning that we have AIDS or HIV and decide that our best resolve is daily medication to which our bodies must adjust.  Be comfortable, being uncomfortable.

Our car may break down at the side of a busy highway on a freezing day while we have five hungry adolescents in the car.  Our attitude and temperance will dictate the children’s feelings of safety while waiting for assistance.  Be comfortable, being uncomfortable.

We don’t want to speak up about a major problem because no one else is and we just don’t like confrontation.  Learn to be comfortable, being uncomfortable.

Most times, the in-between is just that:  only a phase that is necessary to connect us with the other side, or end of a matter.  If Jesus did not grapple His emotions and face the necessary to get the job done, I know where I’d be:  on my way to an eternally damned end. Isaiah said that it pleased the Lord to bruise Him.  Why?  Because God saw the results of what Christ’s necessary suffering would bring to humanity.  God saw you and I with the ability to be in covenant with our Creator because of Christ. So God was quite comfortable with appointing and seeing Christ with the utmost discomfitting situation, so that we would have life.  I imagine Paul was comfortable enough while he was in bounds in prison to keep on producing and giving us the epistles.  His literal discomforts did not bind him to self-pity and inaction.  John was isolated in Patmos and he was comfortable with being discomfited to be able to give us the revelations which speak of eschatology.  He still focused enough to record what had been revealed.

Everything in life isn’t roses or peachy keen.  And, everyone isn’t “strong” like so and so.  Well, here’s the great news:   In our weakest state, God’s strength in us is made perfect.  Learning how to be comfortable means we are going to have to let go of our emotions and trust God so that we can be comfortable until the seas stop raging or we are rescued from the pit.  Some things in life must be confronted, or silently walked away from.  Some things must be endured with its unpleasantries so that we can get to the other side.

Many people ask me how I can enjoy going into countries where the US issues travel warnings and going into the villages and remaining among the people.  I know that the trips are not forever.  For the time that I must be where I am, I am quite comfortable being uncomfortable.  A cold shower is comfortable when weighed against a hot shower without the benefits of reaching the people who do not have heated water in their villages.  Having to look over our shoulders 24 hours a day with security is uncomfortable.  But, I am quite comfortable with whatever is necessary to advance the Kingdom of God.  And here’s the real consideration:  How can I not be comfortable by being with and among people who live as they live, when they have been ordained by God to co-labor in what God has sent us to do?   Even if God were to lengthen the assignments, the grace of God is present to cover me to continue to be comfortable.  I absolutely love connecting with God’s creation and ministry does not demand “my standards” to be comfortable.  Now is a good time to begin to frame your mind to be comfortable, with being uncomfortable.  You can do it, and most significantly, if this is you, you need to so that you will triumph before you get to  the other side.  NOW, get there!

Selah.

Prophetess Kim


What are the New Year Resolutions?

People have different opinions about the need for and the effectiveness of New Year Resolutions.

Here’s my opinion:  The technicality of how you frame your goals really doesn’t matter.  What is meaningful is that we do take the time to think and assess where we are, and where we desire to go in our lives.  This holiday season doesn’t have to be the marker in time; but, if you need one, use it.  We should always re-assess where we are and make the necessary commitments and adjustments to live a better life.

We only have one life to live.  Prayerfully, it will yield eternal life and not eternal damnation.  Who else is going to live our life, if we don’t consciously make sound decisions?

Whatever it is you want to see happen for you and everything that concerns you, I encourage you to make sure that Jesus Christ is Lord of your life.  When we allow Jesus to have His way in our lives, we can be assured that what lies ahead is territory that we can certainly handle and will exemplify the goodness of the Lord.  Once God is in charge, the ride of this life is a blast!  Even in the most difficult times or situations, with God we can certainly say, “This would not be possible if it were not for the Lord.”

I told someone who interviewed me yesterday that I can say this about Kimberly’s life:  If life were an amusement park, I entered with a ticket and have not come out yet;  I’m not lost or drunk in the park;  I’m having the time of my life, having to repeat some experiences over again, but the world looks different when you’re having fun.”  Pursuing passion that is God-given with the Holy Ghost who is our helper, right alongside us, is  immeasurable.  So because I want to continue in this life, I’ve got to make sure as I get more mature, I’m physically fit, have the financial resources to impact nations through our missions works, and so forth and so on.

Goals with clear objectives are necessary.  Let’s achieve them and give God our best as we enjoy life!

For me, I’m going to finally (YIPPEE YEAH) get back into gospel music with three new artists;  there’s a whole lot more, but some of the achievements aren’t online friendly information.  But, this sister will be much happier because of HARD decisions in 2012!  Hope you roll into a great future as you enact and see the fruit of accomplished objectives.

Happy New Year!

Prophetess Kim


Trust God

At some point in time, we’ve got to trust God.  Don’t we?

When we look at someone who seems to young to die suffering and everyone is weeping, it’s courageous to still trust God.  We can still pray the prayer of faith and believe God for healing.  People are still waking up out of comas, overcoming cancer, seeing tumors disappear, and getting up out of wheelchairs.  Even if the healing comes through eternal rest, God heals us.  But what if our trial lasts longer than we anticipated?   We still have to trust that through it all, all in all, God will take care of us.

Sometimes, our difficulty or struggle in trusting the Lord is because we don’t avail ourselves to get our confidence.  What am I talking about, now?

All we need is one Word.  One.  It could be “withdraw”.  It could be “Jude”.  Christians today are so busy being busy, that it’s almost like pulling teeth to hear and obey God.

I often wonder what life for us would have been like had Abraham looked up to the skies towards the north, and then the south, when he heard God tell him to leave Haran.  Many of us would have discounted God’s voice as sheer lunacy and then built a dream home there.  Some of us look up and tell God what we hear can’t be the Lord’s voice and keep on singing the songs of zion, praying, vacationing, and talking to our partners.  Yes, we’ll ignore God’s voice and trust the voice of a trusted friend.

In wondering, I also thought where would the Kingdom be if David got offended because he was the last to be called into the anointing meeting and focused on how his family played him for a cheesburger, rather than focus on the fact that he was the chosen King of Israel?  Do you realize there are some people who would be so caught up with what others expected that their kingship would be directed towards proving those who underestimated their callings wrong, rather than satisfying the one who called them?  Where would the Kingdom be if Joseph brushed off the angel of the Lord and did what he wanted with Mary and put her away, privately?  We all have friends who might have told us that the angel couldn’t have told Joseph what God willed, because Joseph had a right to put Mary away under the law, and he is his own man and should be able to do what he wants.

As we enter 2012, let’s purpose in our hearts to trust God like never before.  Let’s stop talking ourselves into unbelief.  Let’s stop allowing others to counsel us into disobedience.  Let’s stop focusing on diversionary issues that will cause us to ruin the answer to the call of God in our lives.

I’ll tell you what a woman of God told me a couple of months ago:  “Don’t look at the facts.  Trust God.”  When someone tells you “no”, it’s not easy to wait and to go back until you get a “yes”.  Wise people in their own eyes will tell you not to waste your time waiting on the Lord for things we cannot do for ourselves.  “Just forget it.”   What about the Father who has deposited a measure of faith into you and awaits your faith towards God?

Remember this one thing, if you remember anything.  What God is requiring of you through your trust, is so that you can live by faith.  Faith brings the unseen into existence in our lives.  God wants His will for our lives MORE than you do.  God is committed to you and His will.  Did you get that?  If God is committed, then fight for your trust and allow the confidence to come so that you will not give up.

Continue to fight the good fight of faith and put your hope in God.  Trust the Lord.  He’s dependable, has a perfect record, has innumerable references since the beginning of time, always get the job done, and if you’re a brown-noser-everybody else works for and is subject to Jehovah, anyway!

Smile, rest and trust God.

Prophetess Kim


Was Jesus A Homosexual?

My father has always had an alarming delivery when preaching.  When ROLWIM did a crusade in Kenya, my dad was up preaching and I heard him say, “I have some news for you.  This news is going to be shocking.”  I waited for the punchline. Although I hadn’t heard him preach for YEARS, I knew something interesting was on the menu.  He then stated, “Jesus had to be a homosexual.”  The world could have frozen at that point, because I wanted to see how he was going to work the Word with this proclamation.   HTSmith knows foundation well enough to preach truth.

Well, Theo Smith went on to explain redemption and the true work of Christ as our Mediator.  By the time He was finished ministering, the people demonstrated they had an experience in a new and greater way than ever before.  Sometimes, we need to be reminded that Christ willingly agreed to take on the guilt and shame associated with ALL sin-not just homosexuality-so that we can all have access to God.  When I sat in that beautiful African heat and heard that message, it did something for me.  It reminded me of how far Christ went for all of us to be free.  It reminded me of the fact and truth that God ultimately wanted access for ALL of his children.  Even homosexuals.

How do we reach people whose lifestyle our Word tells us is one of sin, yet they are in a culture that legally protects it?  The same way Jesus reached sinners.  Let me be quite frank.  I’ve read the Bible several times from beginning to end and been preaching for over a decade.  I have failed to find any scripture or doctrine in the Word of God, where Jesus or his apostles tell sinners:  You have a wicked spirit, your thoughts about your life are a lie, the devil is lying to you, you are bound by the devil and God will never accept you this way, and then quote the law or the scriptures, with an “enough said” or “you can take it or leave it cause this is real truth” attitude.

What has this Kingdom quest come to?

People with a voice and message ought to have enough power to carry the message of true deliverance and cast the devil out, see people healed in their shadows, see people healed who touch the hem of holy garments, see true transformation because they have spoken a life-transforming Word, or see the result of intercessions.  Jesus presented HIMSELF to those who followed Him, and to those who rejected Him.  He didn’t present a message of why you won’t fit as you are to the unbeliever or the one who thought she knew Him, but didn’t recognize Him in His fulness as Christ the Messiah.

What I have found in Jesus’ ministry is the message of LOVE issued with a call to repentance because God’s Kingdom is coming.  The message of repentance was not:  REPENT cause I hate sin and am sick of you sinners.  How is it, that we have all of this Holy Ghost and don’t have discernment or study the Word to see Jesus’s ministry as it was?  The call to repentance came to let all men know that there is a severing from the world system and the way of the world, in sin because Jesus had come to establish God’s Kingdom rule in the earth, which is not like the kingdoms of this world.  For any to be part of this Kingdom, all men must choose to believe in Jesus as the Messiah and denounce sin, bondage, the way of the world and TAKE YOUR RIGHTFUL PLACE THAT HAS BEEN PREPARED BY GOD FOR HIS OWN in the Kingdom of God.  Jesus is Lord of the Kingdom and His rule and reign, and ours right alongside Him, is eternal.

I exhort all Bible teachers and preachers to find out what the messages of the Kingdom of God means.  We are so armed with the truth, that we have weapons that we don’t know how to use.  Should we kill when we are supposed to breed LIFE?  That’s something to think about.  Sin was overcome through Jesus and now there’s a work to do.  This is the message of REPENT THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS AT HAND (has come).  It’s funny how God has all of this love and mercy for lifetime “whores”, “fornicators”, “liars”, “cheaters”, “self-righteous”, and the list goes on.  God’s grace covers us until we get to a point when we are trusted with an assignment in leadership.  Yet, when it comes to homosexuals, His grace turns into a message of you won’t inherit the Kingdom?  The fact is the sinner won’t inherit the Kingdom.  Where does the self-righteous fall in this resolve?  Is this the message Jesus used to win the lost?  “You weren’t made like this!  You won’t inherit the Kingdom!”

I’ve heard to many people denounce former homosexuals who are now in ministry, but are still in a so-called “struggle” with their own area of sin.  Hypocrisy isn’t cute any day of the week.  Here’s another thought:  Why not sit down and find out what Jesus said?  How can the carnal man hear anything except he first be won to Christ?  If this message is to bring correction to the unrepentant Christian, does the scriptural models have the apostles with bullhorns speaking to any and everybody that will hear?  NO.  The church is the audience.  Furthermore, Biblical correction is by whom?  From church leadership to not just the one who needs correction, but to the fellowship so that they will all fear.

Godly sorrow and repentance has a tone.  IT is not one of judgment and condemnation.  It is one that leads to acknowledgement of sin and conviction.  I have sat in many holiness and deliverance-type services where these “you’re nasty, lesbos, she/he’s, and lying devils” type lingo is applauded.  “It’s tight but it’s right.”  Really?  With Christ our Mediator who died for them just as He did for the self-righteous soul who won’t fall on his face and ask God to renew his spirit and teach me how to win people for you?  It’s tight and it’s destructive.

Let me be real transparent.  One of my former pastors (he wasn’t the senior pastor) busted me up one day.  He bought me a book on compassion which I didn’t read for months.  But, when he gave it to me, he told me something that changed my life and has made me one who God can send anywhere in this world.  He told me you have the truth.  But the truth outside of compassion is deadly.  He said so much more, and I was hot as all get up, because the situation I went bezerk over was WRONG.  Godly correction helped me to become a better person and preacher.

It is something when we’d rather argue and fight, rather than PRAY.  God just might deal with us and show us His way.  Jonah didn’t want to go to Ninevah because he knew if he went with a message of judgment, judgment would likely bring on repentance.  He didn’t want the Ninevites to be part of God’s grace because they were wicked and harmed God’s people in the most vicious ways.  Some of the merciless massacres and pillages we see of the  human race today do not compare to what the Ninevites did to Israel.  Yet, once the prophet went with the message of repentance, there was the biggest Old Testament revival on record.  Although the nation was destroyed approximately 100 years later, that generation that heard the prophetic word of judgment, repented.  Jonah’s message wasn’t, “God didn’t make you like this you people who have a wicked spirit and devil tormenting you.  Stop lying on God.”  This present day nonsense has to stop.  The Holy Spirit’s voice is not that voice.  His voice is silenced when we override it with zeal, without knowledge.

There are people in the pulpit-and in the pews-who need to deal with our reality and how we grieve God’s Holy Spirit.  Sin is sin.  Self-righteousness is no more favorable than homosexuality and pimping pastors.  To all of my colleagues in the gospel, I pray that we do what we’ve been called to do.  Let the Word of God be our guide, not a youtube video or what everyone else is doing.  Sin has no place in the body of Christ.  That is why we are no longer bound to the law of sin and death, through this new and better covenant.  Strong correction in order and in love is necessary for the believer.  The message of salvation is in order for the sinner.  How is it that we have all of these “raised up voices crying aloud and sparing not” who do not know the message of salvation? Salvation is not damnation;  When salvation is bred in the heart of man, he is not condemned but SAVED.  Can we practice that in our mirrors at home first, before we continue to ruin and discourage people who are bound and need SALVATION, not a picture of their impending damnation?  The enemy is real but the power of God unto salvation is real and guess what?  It saves people from the snare and strategies of the enemy.  People won’t hear if they are so offended and disgusting as they are invited to come to an angry judging God as represented by his “pull ups” wearing messengers who need to go back to the basics and get God’s heart;  it’s time to stop killing people with Words and see demonstration with power, healing, signs, wonders and miracles.

Years ago, I was at a major conference where a “prophet” spoke about glutonny with such a nasty tone that for HOURS after the service was over, an extremely obese person in attendance would not move from the seat.  That person was SO embarrased that they didn’t want to move.  God’s love doesn’t do that.  Oh well, that’s the truth and he spoke the truth!  Zeal, without knowledge is tantamount to foolishness.  Check the book of Proverbs.  There is a way to let people know where they are and incite them to believe God enough to let fellowship with Him bring about CHANGE.  Had that prophet empowered people with the Word about why our temples need to be in shape, and that our bodies are our temple, and that there is a way to change, people would have received help, not HARM from an unbridled trumpeteer.

I preached a message at the New Year about Biblical judgment.  Don’t answer the call to speak judgment unless you know what God does in judgment.  So many people will read this blog and keep on with their destructive ways and find out when hell hits their own home and lives, what God does in judgment.  God’s church is alive and WELL.  Yes it is.  JESUS said He was building HIS church, and the gates of hell would not prevail against the church.  Guess what that means?  Follow Jesus’ plan according to HIS WORD.  In doing so, what needs to be purged will be purged.  What needs to be corrected, will be corrected, in ORDER, LOVE and JUDGMENT.

The Word of God assures us, that God’s church is without spot or wrinkle.  Our message of true Godly repentance is all that is needed.  Then teach the Word to empower believers for effective Christian living.  We are one body, waiting until the Lord returns with a chosen leadership who should obey our Biblical mandate to have governmental rule in the Body and uphold the banner of righteousness.

For everyone with a bullhorn, please make sure your voice is God’s voice.  Homosexuals were created by God just like the rest of us.  God said that He is willing that none should perish, but that all men should come to repentence.  Let’s talk His talk in His tone with His message in His love.  That is what brings on repentance and fellowship with God.  What is common with all of us that have come to Christ?  We want to be in His likeness and image, which we were made in.  We take of the old man and put on the new man.

The Lord has used me to reach all kinds of people.  By the way, it is interesting that we don’t necessarily process people as oh yea, here’s a fornicator on the left, and a gossiper on the right.  But, that’s another blog post.  I have success with homosexuals because I ask God to show me how to reach them.  Give me the message for this person who is before me.  Why?  Because God knows each one of us.  He created us, and loves us whether we CHOOSE to sleep with a pillow, or the same sex.  HE desires that we know HIM.  That is ANY minister of the gospel of Jesus Christ job.  When you humble yourself to ask, you’ll find that God will take the time to answer.

Was Jesus a homosexual?  When He bore the sin of the world for all man for all time so that as many as will hear his voice will be saved, He identifed with every single Homosexual in this world, so that He could make the offering for them, make the way for them, and change them when they are washed with the Word of Truth.

I know this post was LONG.  However, so is eternal damnation and eternal LIFE.  It’s time for us to get our focus straight so we can be effective in our assignments to win people for the Kingdom of God.

Selah.

Prophetess KIM


Life’s Ingredients

If you can’t tell by now, I often think symbolically, or figuratively.

I love to make healthy hearty foods.  So here it is:  In the event that you’ve taken the time to gather the proper ingredients, denied yourself things that would make life’s dish taste finger-lickin good in order to use the best quality ingredients that promote long-life, put some fresh seasonings into the circumstancial cooking pot, and put just enough water of the Word and the Holy Spirit to make sure when time elapsed, the final output would not only taste good, but bring good health to your life and all those who needed a serving, hold on.

That wonderfully anticipated serving is on a slow fire, cooking.  You go to lift the circumstantial cooking pot cover and jump back:  There are some things brewing in life’s ingredients that you didn’t put into the pot, and can’t seem to figure out how they got into the mix.  These things are bound to ruin life’s intended servings because they are horrible; they are unfair; they are unjust;  downright cruel;  these things don’t want to make you healthy and hearty, they want you to suffer and give up; these things had to be added by one who had access to life’s circumstantial cooking pot!  Did the one who have access add these ingredients just to harm you?  Or, did they add them because they continually defile themselves so would have added the same horrific ingredients to their own life’s circumstantial cooking pot?  Whatever the reason, all that you have prepared, endured and have been waiting on, is now corrupted.  What are you to do?

What do you do when you find out that your spouse has another family just two towns away?

What do you do when you find that the stalker wasn’t just you being paranoid because he eventually sexually assaulted you and you find yourself pregnant?

What do you do when someone says they love you and you have been faithful, only to find they have never loved you because they have always had another?

What do you do when your respect for your spiritual leader is challenged because he wants to make you another notch on his belt?

What do you do when your spouse gambles the family life savings away and you are unable to keep the roof over your heads?

What do you do when your spouse concealed her past and knowingly infected you with HIV/AIDS?

What do you do when you find out that the child you were left to raise on your own despises you because you instill discipline, but that same child has a fantasy love for the parent who never sacrificed to care for the child for one second?

What do you do when you leave your babies with a trusted relative who molests them?

What do you do when your daycare provider falls asleep and your children are killed in an accidental fire?

What do you do when your child is born with mentally debilitative condition?

What do you do when you’ve spent 20 years on your job and a hot-headed younger new boss thinks you’re outdated and blocks your advancement, after all your years of satisfactory performance and seniority?

What do you do when you’ve lived, loved, forgiven and given your best only to find your body fighting against an agressive terminal cancer?

What do you do if you survive a terrible car accident as a paraplegic?

What do you do when you find life’s choicest ingredients entangled with stuff you didn’t anticipate, bargain for, or even deserve?

There are soooo many ingredients that we often find inside of our circumstantial cooking pots that warrant one solution:  Turn off the fire and throw everything away.  This solution is what too many of us choose to do because our hopes and efforts are seemingly wasted.  With this solution, we often never get up and try again, for fear that we can end up in the same situation:  with stuff that came out of no where that ruins our lives.

We cannot control what we do not know about and the injustices that should have never been.  As I listened to a friend talk about her struggle to overcome pain associated with utter disappointment and disbelief that much of her life has been a lie, I thought of today’s blog.  I thought of how I, along with just about everyone who lives long enough, can relate.  Some people are toxic. Some people destroy others and move on like the ice cream truck making its rounds in the neighborhood.  Some people are not reedemable, at least if we only leave them in our hearts according to what they have done-or put in our life’s circumstantial pots.

How do we move past the common solution?  How do we fight to heal?

The only thing I know to do is to turn up the heat.  Take the lid off of the pot and put some more seasoning in to infuse life’s ingredients.  Put some more water of the Word and the Holy Ghost in that pot!  Sometimes that requires you to pace the floor at night and speak over your own mind, heart and future.  Sometimes what’s in life’s pot will be so pungent that it’ll trigger tears from your eyes.  Don’t fight the tears, let them flow.  Once the fire of God ignites greater heat in that pot, what was intended to destroy life’s ingredients will break up;  those so-called elements of death will be purified through the heat.  That which is broken that you can sift out, take it out and PUT IT OUT.  Now wait a little longer on your choice efforts to pay off.  Let it simmer.  And when it is done, present life’s serving in your greatest dish.  Those who hung around to partake of what you’ve prepared and are worthy to dine with you, ENJOY.

Once you understand that regardless of what happens in our lives, God is still sovereign, concerned about us, and with us, we will live on.  And, we will see our lives and even those who’ve harmed us, as God sees us.  Even while the residue of pain is real, if we see others as God sees them, that will help us to heal.  So focus on God for a heavenly view which will cause you to fly above the storm.

Selah.

Prophetess Kim


What If?

A good friend asked me this question a couple of days ago:  “What if what you are hoping for doesn’t happen? What if things don’t work out as you desire?”

I was a little-and just a little-stunned by the question.  Why?  Because “what if” never even enters the realm of the possibility of existence, in my mind.  I literally had to stop and think about it.  If I find myself like Job, where the thing that I fear the most comes upon me, then that doesn’t change my hope.  My hope is in God.  When I’m living in fellowship with God in pursuit of what lies ahead, I see the vision and the substance of that which has directed hope.

Surely,  I do have a one track mind when it is rooted in the will of God.  An energizer bunny might as well hang it up because faith requires me to outlast and push past the limits.  Doesn’t it?

Although there are specific promises for which I hope, I serve the promise-keeper.  What if the promise isn’t what I anticipate?  What if I don’t see the manifestation of that promise for which I hope?  The God of the promise is still on the throne.  I trust God to BE GOD.  That is all that is needed!  When God is God, whatever it is I need will be provided.  If we are on our way to Kentucky but our journey seemingly ends in North Carolina, the same God is with me.  Whatever Kentucky has to offer or I have been willed to render, North Carolina doesn’t stop purpose.  Only I can unseat purpose in my life and even that takes work.  If I fail to trust God and never moving in transition to Kentucky because of the ‘what if’s', I’ll never get anywhere.  Faith isn’t fueled by ‘what if’s’.  It is feuled by how and when, so long as the Lord is with us.

Yes, there is a place for “reality” and making sure that faith isn’t projected into foolishness.  But trailblazers don’t let reality limit their scope of possibility.  Reality says save that nickel because all you need is one more to make the mortgage.  Faith says release that nickel to what you believe can bring a great return and risk all to gain all.  Reality says there’s a huge mountain in your way; walk around it or get to climbing!  Faith says speak to that mountain and stay right there until the mountain MOVES!

So, “What if?”  If what is hoped for through faith doesn’t yield the manifestation I expect, it will yield a greater blessing as long as God is in control.  The just walk by faith, live by faith, and many have died in the faith, waiting for the manifestation, which was afar off.  If we don’t “see it” in our lifetime, know that our faith-walk leaves an inheritance for our progeny to live by faith and walk by faith.  They will see what we may not, just as we have seen what our forefathers may not have seen, but laid a foundation of hope in God.  Our faith towards God and in God is never in vain.

So I encourage you to keep on fighting the good fight of faith!  Hope, believe and trust!  Where the faith of others fall short, you keep on believing.  There’s a common saying, ”It’s not over until the fat lady sings.”  The eternal performance of life is never over because God is eternal, and He is in charge.  If He can remedy man’s fall through salvation’s plan, don’t you know that our God can be trusted with our faith?

I thank God for putting me around people who sat is small rooms with ideas who walked out faith to achieve and accomplish the unimagineable according to what normal boundaries prescribe for “safe” people.  God is too great to settle for safe when there is more.  If you’ve been called to more, gear up and get ready to go with God.  The journey is not going to be a rosey ride on a red carpet flying through the skies in fantasy land.  But, the journey will show you exactly who your God is, and that you are in the company of a lot of saints who are living evidence that God is God.

What if Abraham wasn’t willing to obey and crazily sacrifice his son, Isaac?

What if Ruth stayed in Moab?

What if David relinquished his throne from grief after he and Bathsheba’s first son died?

What if Peter didn’t have the confidence to go to the Gentiles?

What if Jesus never went to the cross because the suffering was too much to endure?

What if Paul decided to play it safe because imprisonment proved death for the cause of the gospel was inevitable?

Faith walkers are not just our Biblical mentors;  they are alive today, all over the world with testimonies of why ’what if’ could have been-but was not-because God IS.

Faith towards the vision. Faith because of the promise. Faith to walk with God.  Don’t yourself “out of” faith:  Proclaim what you believe and believe what God says.  God’s Kingdom is alive and well because the “what if’s” do not stop the plan of God.

Selah.

Prophetess Kim


Blogging Boom!

Good morning!  I don’t know why I’m a bit shocked.  The stats on this blog have increased tremendously within the past two months and I’ve been blogging for a couple of years, now.  Why the sudden increase?  Many things come to mind:

1.  We reap what we sow.  We’ve got to sow and after A WHILE, when time allows what we have sown to be cultivated and spring forth a harvest, we reap.  We’ve got to be willing to wait to see that our labor yields fruit.

2.  We must be first partaker of the fruit as laborers in the Kingdom:  We’ve got to taste and test what we are giving before others will trust and receive.  This has DEFINITELY been a season of testing for me to push past my own situation to encourage others along the way.  I’ve walked with God for quite a number of years and the pulls, yanks, pushes, prayers, rebukes and inspiration from others have helped me to continue in faith and GROW.  If I’m able to give you any kind of inspiration and hope, it’s because I’ve needed it and received it from God and others.

3.  God often brings INCREASE when you’ve labored in one field for the Kingdom.  We can sow in one field and reap joy in another.  I can truly say, I’ve sowed in one field in this blogosphere.  What I have learned is this:  God knows all things and He is the one that pays attention.  No one else has to ever recognize or appreciate your labor of love;  God takes GOOD notes and when we pass our test, He blesses.

Remember this:

- Know when it is time to shift from one field to another.  If you are no longer welcome, shake the dust off of your feet and keep it moving and don’t look back.  Don’t feel bad if there is disagreement.  Listen, the gospel was spread abroad in the early church because persecution shifted those with the seed of God’s Word back to their homes and various places.  God will use persecution to shift you right where He needs you to be and it often requires you to leave right where you are and move on!

- If you have completed your assignment, don’t let relationship or an acquired comfort zone make you stay.  Once purpose has been fulfilled, the anointing for service as we say, “lifts”.  You don’t want to be out there with no anointing because that is when yolks cause strains and burdens become unbearable.

- Finally, laboring in another man’s field only prepares you to endure and give all into your own works for God and the Kingdom.  I know people try to convince  that believers that  we should give everything we have for their works to prove your loyalty in the Kingdom, or simply because they may need you.  Get this revelation, please!  YOU are Kingdom.  So long as you have received the New Birth and have been knitted and bonded to the Body of Christ by the Holy Spirit, you are part of this Kingdom.  UNLESS YOU KNOW GOD IS REQUIRING OTHERWISE, never give more of yourself to another man’s work than to your own.  When it is said and done, you need oil in your own lamp. YOU NEED YOU.  Keep a continual harvest in your own field and life by making sure your resources, goods and worth have at least rendered a healthy portion into what you have been called to do.  While others will “pour into your life”, again, you should be first partaker and sow first into the good ground of your own life and everything that you do for God’s Kingdom.

- Never curse your experience because after the fact, it may have been unpleasant.  If your experience was good enough to be God during your labor of love, let it be what it was.  Why?  It is unintegral to shift opinions because things have changed.  More importantly, when what you have experienced was pure and from a right spirit, there is much to come for God’s glory.  You don’t want to cut off your blessing from your own labor because you’ve cursed the process.  Look past you and take yourself out of the way.  If God’s will is done and He is pleased, His approval is all you need.  People will be people.  Meanwhile, what you do for Christ will last.  Focus on what has been given to the Kingdom of God. And then be kind and bless them that curse you.  Pray for them that despitefully use you. You’ll be surprised what God will do IN YOU when you choose to bless, pray and love, “in spite of”.

With all of this I say, welcome to our new followers, e-mail subscribers, subscribers, FB followers and Twitter followers.  This blog exists because of YOU.  Know that this is a place in the WWW where we pray for all those who stop by and visit.  We hope that you will grow in the Grace of God and will exhaust everything that is within you, enjoying this life that God has given to each of us.  The greatest way to live this kind of life is to live one that is full of LOVE.

Loving you,

Prophetess Kim


Hear From Heaven

Good morning world!

One of my favorite forefathers is Peter.  If he were around in today’s world, he’d probably be the teacher’s pet.  I used to teach school, and I had a Peter.  He was one who always had my attention because he had soooooo much potential, loyalty and determination.  He also had the strongest ability to influence the other students and what I admired the most, CONFIDENCE.  This student was much like Peter in that he needed to be guided because he was also a “hothead”.

Peter was a “trip”, too.  How dare Peter think he know more than Jesus?  When Jesus informed his disciple that he would betray his Lord three times, Peter denied that could possibly happen.  “Not me!  Never,” could have been likely thoughts.    Many people think Peter was arrogant;  he really wasn’t.  He was confident.  With all that he knew of himself, he didn’t believe it was possible that he would deny his Lord.  Life will always present circumstances to pluck weeds.

First, Peter.  Then weeds.  What is going on here?

Life will present circumstances for us to pull up the things out of the ground of our lives that grow right alongside that which is productive, with a purpose to spread throughout the ground and kill what must come forth.  As soon as the real pressure hit Peter when Jesus was captive to the Roman authority, Peter did precisely what Jesus said he would:  The loyal disciple who was always at his master’s side, acted like he never knew Jesus.  He denied Jesus three times.  To seal his lie, Peter even cussed to demonstrate his character couldn’t have been in line with Jesus and his proclamation that He was the Son of God.  Boy, did Peter have some weeds.

When the pressure hit, Peter’s loyalty shifted to preserve himself.  Sometimes, we are flanked with Peters.  We will have those that will love you while its good, be in your corner, and vow to never betray you.  But let the pressure hit!  Peter’s denial of Christ wasn’t about his belief in Christ.  He surely knew the Lord whom he served.  Imagine Peter’s frame of mind:  Lying to others about the true fellowship he had with the very one he knew and loved, knowing that his Lord knew he denied Him.  Christ knew it was going to happen, just as he foretold.  Peter’s denial was a reflection of his own inability to stand. He was more consumed with what a true admission would cost him;  I don’t believe for one second, that Peter changed his heart towards Jesus.  Peter’s heart was just too full of his own self-interest and walking with Christ required a complete yielding of Peter’s life.  Our lives are no longer our own.

YET, Peter was not disqualified.  Many of us would never give Peter another chance on this side of life.  Never.  What?  Jesus could have thought, I prepared him and he still LIED.  I taught him and allowed him to have access to me as one of my closest friends and he still distorted his true allegiance to preserve himself.  He spent all of this time around me, and when he could have taken a stand, wilfully chose to betray me.  Of all the disciples who should have stood with me, Peter left me alone for the wolves.  Jesus went on and took His stripes and was crucified.  Peter wasn’t essential to that assignment.  Only Christ could fulfill that Himself.  Peter did have the significant impartation that he needed in order to do what he was always intended to do:  advance God’s kingdom as an apostle of the Lamb of God.  Jesus had to forgive and Kingdom purpose kept the plan alive.  Peter’s personal failure didn’t kill his purpose.  The weeds were there, exposed and plucked out of the ground of Peter’s heart.

When circumstances come to show you the weeds in the ground of your life, be it in your heart, or the hearts of others, salvage the ground and that which is productive.  All betrayal isn’t about you.  Sometimes it’s really about that figurative Peter and what is in him.  You’ll never know what you need to know, unless circumstances come to show you the weeds.  Knowing what others have vowed and said that are thrown out of window when their interests change can be disappointing.  However, weeds don’t grow when they are plucked up and out of fertile soil.  Once all the weeds are up, look at the ground and see what is left.  You are still here, still living and guess what?  Still on course with purpose.

Peter became one of the greatest leaders in the early church and the Kingdom of God.  He had great discipline and fortitude.  Sometimes, Peter needs to “fall” so he can know that his confidence is well-intended but find out where his willingness to be loyal places him.  Ultimately-and this is important-Peter’s love for Jesus and the Kingdom costed him the same price Jesus had to pay: His life.  He was persecuted, imprisoned and martyred  for the cause of the gospel and willingly paid the price.  Once Peter got over how things looked to others and became committed to whatever was required of him to stand for what he believed, Peter’s life helped lay a foundation for our lives today. Peter’s life became Word which is life for us, right now.

So, I encourage each of you who read this post to hear from heaven.  Know if there is life and purpose left after all that needs to be exposed is revealed.  Pluck up the weeds because they must go before they destroy your life.  Don’t hold Peter to a moment if he has the keys to the Kingdom and a renewed determination to do what he was born to do. Remember, if Jesus never forgave and trusted Peter, he wouldn’t have inspired, instructed and imparted all that he did as an apostolic Father.

Selah.

Prophetess Kim


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